The Questions of a Warrior

The Questions of a Warrior:
By Robin Nederlof.

What am I? Why do I live?
What's my Purpose, What's my goal?
Is life something to give?
Or is life a never ending black hole?

Why do people fight?
Why do people take lives?
Can't people see the light?
Or is it all about swords and knives?

Is it because I fight for noble rights?
Or do I dream these foolish things?
Or is it because of all those sleepless nights?
Maybe all this kind of links?

Do people always hate?
Or is there some love and trust?
What's this feeling is it already that late?
Is this really some kind of must?

Why did I fight all my life? Was it for nothing?
Could I have lived a normal life?
Is this feeling my inside plotting?
Maybe I could have had some kids and a wife?

But all I know is my soul will never find peace.
People need to know that they only have one life.
They should stop fighting and remain at ease!
Finally I can stop killing and throw away my knife!

What will become of me when I face the great one?
Will he send me down, or say I am proud of what you have done?

There are no excuses, killing is never good.
Not for noble purposes, or stealing loot.

All I know is, I regret the path I have chosen.
This is the end all my thoughts are frozen.

I am a warrior, I am a warrior, I was a warrior...